my stuff

nananana churchboy~
(nothing wrong with that XD )


even though i don't see you often,
i remember the old days.

our obsession with Pokemon.

the way we acted out stories together.
the way we comforted each other when they left us.

to my 'big brother' who goes to church every weekend,
although sometimes you missed it to hang with your 'sis'

you live perhaps 5 doors away from me.
you came over every week

when cleo died you were there for me,
when your cat and your hamsters died,
i was there for you.

we clung to each other because,
after all we'd gone through.

we were just kids still.

and so i dedicate this to you.

my black friend.

i did not see you by skin colour,
looks or personality.

i saw you

for your pure white heart.

not white like our skin but white like all things that were good.

people think i'm weird because i have so many whte friends at my school.

but they've never met you or her.

so i thank you

R.

because you and M showed me,
that just because the black, white and mixed race girls at my school were bitchy,
and the boys no kinder.

you showed me that it was ok to be different.

rawer

( you know who you are )

you were my first REAL friend in that place.
you sat and ate with me when no one else would.

and i thank you for that.

i love you more than a friend,
i love you as i would if i had a real sister.

but you're all my sisters.

but you i wouldn't mind being my real sister.

because no matter how many come and go.

it's always been us hasn't it?

they leave us to our own devices,
because they know that together we are unstoppable.

you stood up for me when no one else would.
you helped form our little messed up family.

i may be the link to all of us,
but without you that link would've never been made.

i went through phases with you,
you were there with me when i met her in person.

you who helped me calm down.

you who keeps me sane.

you who stops me from just showing them what i really think of them.

either verbally or physically.

i thank you.

rawer

<3

T.T brings a tear to meh eye xD

(the ones about cleo are so cute <3 i loled at spidercat. XD then the ones about your friends that are so touching and sweet. good job saff. X3)

aerith

( you know very well who you are )

now i know we've fought in the past,
and i know it's always stupid.

but it makes me feel alive.
it makes me realize.

i want to be a lawyer.

because i can have fun arguing with my friends.

but it's always you.

we talk about stupid things,
but to us they aren't stupid.

i can trust you with my words.
and that's very hard for me to do.

because all my life,
they've been used against me.

but for a change,
you fit your words with mine.
and we form a conversation.

we seem childish.

but in secret we are serious.

you accept me for who i am.

and like i do for all my friends.

i thank you for that.

even though i don't see you as much.

just know.

i'm glad i have you as a friend.

( *gigglefit* aerith :'D )

(*tuts* and here i thought i could have a SIRIUS moment with you ;D )

( why so sirius :'D )

(oh you did NOT just go there~!)

(OH YES I DID MHMM GUUURL)

(OH IT IS ON LIKE DONKEY KONG VS SUPER MARIO IN THAT ONE GAME ABOUT MINI ROBOTS!)

(OH IT IS ON THEN GURRL

SOMEONE HOLD MY EARRINGS MHMMM)

(EARRINGS?! I THOUGHT THEY WERE SONICS RINGS!)

(GUUURL you KNOW their both ;D)

( Its so hard to read this sarcastic fight lmao)

(this is like a everyday convo between us both :'D)

( I bet haha)

(pfffft GUUUUUURRRRRLLLL

i have 1 ups.

your statement is invalid)

(<3 I think I've forgotten what the word means now... Was it something to do with cheese?)

( nuuu

rawr mean i love you

but you said rawer one time XD

<3 )

(Ah yes ;D that was my iPod's fault you see... <3)

( no it wasn't～ you said it to my face in year 8 XD )

my stream buddies～

i logged into youtube, went looking around.
and low and behold there you were.

you were my friend from the very first day and it made me so happy.

now sister dearest you've been with me for four years.

you introduced me to anime,
i intoduced you to yaoi.

you were with me through my blaze phase.
and you're still with now.

both of you are.

my blessed angelic twins～

love you both.

slave～!

you've been here for a while and i'd have it no other way!

because i cannot survive without my little slave now.

you make me laugh,
you make my day.
and you're there for me.

as perverted as we are,
it's our way of comforting.

no words need be said,
only 'the dog theif' knows what we talk about.

and so slave it is without further ado that i'm telling you this.

GET BACK TO CLEANING～!

omg saff *glomps* <3 you are so sweet!

( awwww thankies～ but i couldn't leave you guys out!)

to muh fluffy buddy～

you were one of 3 people to welcome me here.

i joined the first rp and we became fast friends.

my characters always matching yours,
and our levels of fluff became so high i was sure i'd need to go to a dentist.

thank you for welcoming me here～

(These are wonderful! ^_^)

(XD i seriously have no words to describe how happy i feel! <3 btw i showed it to aneke she loved it to and said you are awesome and made of jelly babies X3 )

( awwwww thanks～ i'm honoured to know you read it XD )